I’m re-reading Red Dragon and realizing how many of Hannibal’s great lines were given to Abel in the show. It turned out great, but wtf is Hannibal going to say when he’s locked up?
Me one year ago.
Eating disorders are no joke. I have had severe bulimia and anorexia alternating since I was 14, and shocking symptoms for years before (laxatives at 10, fainting at 11, fasting at 12…) and three weeks ago, at age 22, I had a baby. I don’t know what I gained during the pregnancy; I made an effort not to know. What I do know is that I am now FAT. Legit fat.
I also know that I was never FAT before. A year ago, I was relapsing, because I thought I was fat - and because I was addicted to Eating Disordered behavior. I was living off diet soda and Klonipin. Fast forward a year and I actually am fat (for understandable reasons) and I may have to stop breastfeeding my baby because I can’t trust myself to eat healthy. I’m barely willing to leave the house at this size. My husband is constantly worried I’m relapsing, and I am.
A year ago, I thought I was fat and I relapsed. Imagine what I’ll do to myself now that I really am.
I had a baby a little over two weeks ago. I have a long, long history with eating disorders and don’t you know they came crashing right the fuck back. I have two options right now - lose a lot of weight quickly, or buy new clothes. I can only afford one of these options. My husband is not fond of my eating issues but hey neither am I.
why does this have 32k notes? it’s just a picture of a knife in a ranch bottle, is there some unspoken joke that 32 thousand people share? what is going on here, i dont get it. it’s just a fucking picture of a knife in a ranch bottle. is there some spiritual connection people have to this picture? is there some ominous and mystical reasoning that this has 32 thousand notes? do people reblog this because it makes them look like some indie blogger? or is there just something funny to this? someone please explain
no one tell him